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     Ain't My Bitch

 

     Outta my way, outta my day

     Outta your mind and into mine

     Into no one, into no one

     Into your step but outta time

 

     Head strong, what's wrong

     I've already heard this song

     Before... you arrived

     But now it's time

     To kiss your ass good-bye

 

     Draggin me down, why you around

     So useless

     It ain't my fall, it ain't my call

     It ain't my bitch

 

     Down on the sun, down and no fun

     Down and out, where the hell ya been

     Damn it all down, damn it unbound

     Damn it all down to hell again

 

     Stand tall, can't fall

     Never even bend at all

     Before... you arrived

     But now it's time

     To kiss your ass good-bye

 

     Draggin me down, why you around

     So useless

     It ain't my fall, it ain't my call

     It ain't my bitch

 

     No way but down, why you around?

     No foolin'

     It ain't my smile, it ain't my style

     It ain't my bitch

 

     Ain't mine, your kind

     Your steppin outta time

     Ain't mine, your kind

     Your steppin outta time

 

     Draggin me down, why you around?

     No foolin'

     It ain't my fall, it ain't my call

     It ain't my...

 

     Bitch... you ain't mine

 

     2 X 4

 

     I'm gonna make you, shake you, take you

     I'm gonna be the one who breaks you

     Put the screws to ya my way

     Yeah, come on come on, come, make my day

 

     Got some hell at pay, I steal your thunder

     The joy of violent movements pulls you under

     Bite the bullet well hard

     Yeah, but I die harder, so go too far

 

     Friction, fusion

     Retribution

     I can't hear ya talk ta me

     I can't hear ya so talk ta me

     I can't hear ya are you talkin' ta me

     I can't hear ya are you talkin' ta me

     I can't hear ya time ta meet my lord

     I can't hear ya talk ta 2x4

 

     I'm gonna make you, shake you, take you

     I'm gonna be the one who breaks you

     Put the screws to ya my way

     Yeah, come on come on, come, make and my day

 

     Friction, fusion

     Retribution

     I can't hear ya talk ta me

     I can't hear ya so talk to me

     I can't hear ya are you talkin' ta me

     I can't hear ya are you talking ta me

     I can't hear ya time ta meet my lord

     I can't hear ya talk ta 2x4

 

     The House Jack Built

 

     Open door so I walk inside

     Close my eyes, find my place to hide

     And I shake as I take it in

     Let the show begin

 

     Open my eyes just to have them closed again

     Well on my way, but on my way to where I've been

     It follows me as it takes me in its fog

     I twist away as I give this world the nod

 

     Open door so I walk inside

     Close my eyes, find my place to hide

     And I shake as I take it in

     Let the show begin

 

     Open my eyes just to have them closed once again

     Don't want control

     As it takes me down and down and down again

     Is that the moon

     Or just a light that lights this dead end street

     Is that you there

     Or just another demon that I meet

 

     The higher you are, the farther you fall

     The longer the walk, the farther you crawl

     My body, my temple, this temple it tilts

     Step into the house that Jack built

 

     The higher you are, the farther you fall

     The longer the walk, the farther you crawl

     My body, my temple, this temple it tilts

     Step into the house that Jack built

 

     Open door as I walk inside

     Swallow me so the pain subsides

     And I shake as I take it in

     Let the show begin

 

     The higher you are, the farther you fall

     The longer the walk, the farther you crawl

     My body, my temple, this temple it tilts

     Yes I am...

 

     Open my eyes

     It swallows me

     Is that you there

     I twist away

 

    Until It Sleeps

 

     Where do I take this pain of mine?

     I run but it stays right by my side

     So tear me open, pour me out

     There's things inside that scream and shout

     And the pain still hates me

     So hold me, until it sleeps

 

     Just like the curse, just like the stray

     You feed it once and now it stays

     Now it stays

     So tear me open but beware

     There's things inside without a care

     And the dirt still stains me

     So wash me until I'm clean

 

     It grips you, so hold me

     It stains you, so hold me

     It hates you, so hold me

     It holds you, so hold me...

     until it sleeps

 

     So tell me why you've chosen me

     Don't want your grip, don't want your greed

     Don't want it

     I'll tear you open, make you gone

     No more can you hurt anyone

     And the fear still shakes me

     So hold me, until it sleeps

 

     It grips you, so hold me

     It stains you, so hold me

     It hates you, so hold me

     It holds you, holds you, holds you

     Until it sleeps

 

     I don't want it, want it, want it, want it, want it, no!

     So tear me open but beware

     There's things inside without a care

     And the dirt still stains me

     So wash me 'til I'm clean

     I'll tear me open, make you gone

     No longer will you hurt anyone

     And the hate still shakes me

     So hold me, until it sleeps

     Until it sleeps

     Until it sleeps

     Until it sleeps

 

     King Nothing

 

     Wish I may

     Wish I might

     Have this wish tonight

     Are you satisfied?

 

     Dig for gold

     Dig for fame

     You dig to make your name

     Are you pacified?

 

     All the wants you waste

     All the things you've chased

 

     And it all crashes down

     And you break your crown

     And you point your finger

     But there's no one around

 

     Just want one thing

     Just to play the king

     But the castle crumbled

     And you've left with just a name

 

     Where's your crown

     King nothing

 

     Hard and cold

     Bought and sold

     A heart hard as gold

     Are you satisfied

 

     Wish I may

     Wish I might

     You wish your life away

     Are you pacified

 

     All the wants you waste

     All the things you've chased

 

     And it all crashes down

     And you break your crown

     And you point your finger

     But there's no one around

 

     Where's your crown

     King Nothing

 

     I wish I may

     I wish I might

     Have this wish I wish tonight

 

     I want the star

     I want it now

     I want it all and i don't care how

 

     Careful what you wish

     Careful what you say

     Careful what you wish

     You may regret it

 

     Careful what you wish

     You just might get it

 

     Then it all crashes down

     And you break your crown

     And you point your finger

     But there's no one around

 

     And it all crashes down

     And you break your crown

     And you point your finger

     But there's no one around

 

     Where's your crown

     King Nothing

 

     Just want one thing

     Just to play the king

     But the castle crumbled

     And you've left with just a name

 

     Where's your crown

     King Nothing

 

     (We're off to never never land)

 

     Hero of the Day

 

     Mama they try and break me

 

     The window burns to light the way back home

     A light that warms no matter where they've gone

 

     They're off to find the hero of the day

     But what if they should fall by someone's wicked way

 

     Still the window burns

     Time so slowly turns

     And someone there is sighing

     Keepers of the flames

     Do ya feel your name?

     Can't you hear your babies crying?

 

     Mama they try and break me

     Still they try and break me

 

     'Scuze me while I tend to how I feel

     These things return to me that still seem real

 

     Now deservingly this easy chair

     But the rocking stopped by wheels of despair

 

     Don't want your aid

     But the fist I've make

     For years can't hold or feel

     No, I'm not all me

     So please excuse me

     While I tend to how I feel

 

     But now the dreams and waking screams

     That ever last the night

     So build the wall, behind the crawl

     And hide until it's light

     So can you hear your babies cryin' now?

 

     Still the window burns

     Time so slowly turns

     And someone there is sighing

     Keepers of the flames

     Do ya feel your name?

     Can't you hear your babies crying?

 

     But now the dreams and waking screams

     That ever last the night

     So build the wall, behind the crawl

     And hide until it's light

     So can you hear your babies cryin' now?

 

     Mama they try and break me

 

     Bleeding Me

 

     I'm digging my way

     I'm digging my way to something

     I'm digging my way to something better

 

     I'm pushing to stay

     I'm pushing to stay with something

     I'm pushing to stay with something better

 

     I'm sowing the seeds

     I'm sowing the seeds I've taken

     I'm sowing the seeds I take for granted

 

     This thorn in my side

     This thorn in my side is from the tree

     This thorn in my side is from the tree I've planted

 

     It tears me and I bleed

     And I bleed

 

     Caught under wheels roll

     I take the leech I'm bleeding me

     Can't stop to save my soul

     I take the leash that's leading me

     I'm bleeding me

     Ooh, I can't take it

     Caught under wheels roll

     The bleeding of me

     Ooh, of me

     The bleeding of me

 

     Caught under wheels roll

     I take the leech I'm bleeding me

     Can't stop to save my soul

     I take the leash that's leading me

     I'm bleeding me

     Ooh, I can't take it

     Caught under wheels roll

     The bleeding of me

     Oh, the bleeding of me

 

     I am the beast that feeds the beast

     I am the blood, I am released

     Come make me pure

     Bleed me a cure

     I'm caught, I'm caught, I'm caught under

 

     Caught under wheels roll

     I take the leech I'm bleeding me

     Can't stop to save my soul

     I take the leash that's leading me

     I'm bleeding me

     Ooh, I can't take it

     I can't take it

     I can't take it

     Oh, oh the bleeding of me

 

     Ooh, come on baby

 

     I'm digging my way

     I'm digging my way to something

     I'm digging my way to something better

 

     I'm pushing to stay

     I'm pushing to stay to something

     I'm pushing to stay to something better

 

    Cure

 

     The man takes another bullet

     He keeps them all within

     He must seek, no matter how it hurts

     So don't fool again

 

     He thinks the answer's cold and in his hand

     He takes in his medicine

     The man take another bullet

     He's been fooled again

 

     Uncross your arms and take

     And throw them to the cure, say...

     I do believe

     Uncross your arms now

     Take 'em to it, say...

     I do believe

 

     The lies tempt her and she follows

     Again she lets him in

     She must believe to fill the hollow

     She's been fooled again

 

     Uncross your arms and take

     And throw them to the cure, say...

     I do believe

     Uncross your arms now

     Take 'em to it, say...

     I do believe

 

     Betting on the cure

     Cause it must get better than this

     Betting on the cure

     Yeah everyone's got to have the sickness

     'Cause everyone seems to need the cure

     Precious cure

 

     I do believe

     Betting on the cure

     Yeah, it must be better than this

     Need to feel secure

     Yeah, it's gonna better than this

     It must be better than this

     Betting on the cure

 

     Yeah, everyone's got to have the sickness

     'Cause everyone seems to need the cure

 

     I do believe

 

     Poor Twisted Me

 

     Oh poor twisted me

     Oh poor twisted me

     I feast on sympathy

     I chew on suffer, I chew on agony

     Swallow whole the pain

     Oh it's too good to be

     That all this misery

     Is just for oh poor twisted me

 

     Poor mistreated me

     Poor mistreated me

     I drown without a sea

     Lung fills with sorrow, lungs fill with misery

     Inhaling the deep dark blue

     Oh woah is me

     Such a burden to be

     The poor mistreated me

 

     To finally reach the shore

     Survive the storm

     Now you're bare and cold

     The sea was warm

     So warm, you bathe your soul again

 

     Good to feel my friend

     Oh woah is me

     Such a burden to be

     Oh poor twisted me

 

     Wasting My Hate

 

     Good day, how do

     And I send a smile to you

     Don't waste, waste your breath

     And I won't waste my hate on you

 

     Ain't gonna waste my hate

     Ain't gonna waste my hate on you

     I think I'll keep it for myself

     Ain't gonna give no more

     Ain't got the time to help you score

     I think it's time ya pleased yourself

 

     Good day, how do

     And I send a smile to you

     Don't waste, waste your breath

     And I won't waste my hate on you

 

     Think you're worthy now

     Think enough to even raise the brow

     And to laugh and tip that two pronged crown

 

     I see my hands, I see my feet

     I feel that blood that pumps in beat

     But where the hell's my mind goin' now?

 

     Good day, how do

     And I send a smile to you

     Don't waste, waste your breath

     And I won't waste my hate on you

 

     Ain't gonna waste my hate

     But I'm so greedy when they say

     (It's) better to give than to receive

 

     Ain't gonna waste my hate

     No, no ain't got time to waste my hate on you

     Yea, I think I'm gonna keep it all for myself

 

     Good day, how do

     And I send a smile to you

     Don't waste, waste your breath

     And I won't waste my hate on you

 

     Hate

 

     Mama Said

 

     Mama she has taught me well

     Told me when I was young

     Son your life's an open book

     Don't close it before it's done

     The brightest flame burns quickest

     Is what I heard they say

     A son's heart's owned to mother

     But I must find my way

 

     Let my heart go

     Let your son grow

     Mama let your heart go

     Or let this heart be still

 

     Rebel my new last name

     Wild blood in my veins

     Apron strings around my neck

     The mark that still remains

     Left home at an early age

     Of what I heard was wrong

     I never ask forgiveness

     For what I said is done

 

     Let my heart go

     Let your son grow

     Mama let your heart go

     Or let this heart be still

 

     Never I ask you

     But never I gave

     But you gave me your emptiness

     And now take to my grave

     Never I ask you

     But never I gave

     But you gave me your emptiness

     And now take to my grave

     So let this heart be still

 

     Mama now I'm coming home

     I'm not all you wished of me

     But a mother's love for her son

     Unspoken, hear me be

     Yeah I took your love for granted

     And all the things you said to me

     I need your arms to welcome me

     But a cold stone's all I see

 

     Let my heart go

     Let your son grow

     Mama let your heart go

     Or let this heart be still

 

     Let my heart go

     Mama let my heart go

     You never let my heart go

     So let this heart be still

 

     Never I ask you

     But never I gave

     But you gave me your emptiness

     And now take to my grave

     Never I ask you

     But never I gave

     But you gave me your emptiness

     And now take to my grave

     So let this heart be still

 

     Thorn Within

 

     Forgive me father

     For I have sinned

     Find me guilty of the life I feel within

     And when I'm branded

     This mark of shame

     Should I look down disgraced

     Or straight ahead

     And know that you must blame

 

     I am the secret

     I am the sin

     I am the guilty

     And I, I am the thorn within

 

     Forgive me father

     For I have sinned

     Find me guilty when true guilt is from within

     So point your fingers

     Point right at me

     For I am shadows and will follow me

     One and the same are we

 

     I am the secret

     I am the sin

     I am the guilty

     And I, I am the thorn within

 

     I do your time

     I take your fall

     I'm branded guilty

     For us all

 

     So point your fingers

     Point right at me

     For I am shadows and will follow you

     One and the same are we

 

     I am the secret

     I am the sin

     I am the guilty

     And I, I am the thorn within

 

     Ronnie

 

     Story starts, quiet town

     Small town boy, big time frown

     Never talks, never plays

     Different path, lost his way

 

     Then streets of red, red I'm afraid

     No confetti, no parade

     Nothing happens in this boring place

     But oh my god, how that all did change

     Now they all pray

     Blood stains wash away

 

     He said "lost my way"

     This bloody day

     Lost my way

     I heard him, he said "lost my way"

     This bloody day

     Lost my way

     All things wash away

     But blood stained the sun red today

 

     I always said, somethin' wrong

     With little strange Ronnie Long

     Never laughed, never smile

     Talked alone, miles and miles

 

     Gallow calls, son I say

     Keep your smile, and laugh all day

     Think once again, in this boring place

     For little boys, how the soon change

 

     Now they all pray

     Blood stains wash away

 

     He said "lost my way"

     This bloody day

     Lost my way

     I heard him, he said "lost my way"

     This bloody day

     Lost my way

     All things wash away

     But blood stained the sun red today

 

     Yeah, well all the green things die

     When Ronnie go to the place

     He said, "Don't you dare ask why

     I'm cursed to wear this name"

 

     Now we all know why children called him

     Ronnie Frown

     When he pulled that gun from his pocket

     They'd all fall down

 

     He said "lost my way"

     This bloody day

     Lost my way

     I heard him, he said "lost my way"

     This bloody day

     Lost my way

     All things wash away

     But blood stained the sun red today

 

     The Outlaw Torn

 

     And now I wait my whole lifetime

     For You

     And now I wait my whole lifetime

     For You

 

     I ride the dirt, I ride the tide

     For you

     I search the outside, search inside

     For you

 

     To take back what you left me

     I know I'll always burn to be

     The one who seeks so i may find

     And now I wait my whole lifetime

 

     Outlaw of torn

     And I'm torn

 

     So on I wait my whole lifetime

     For You

     So on I wait my whole lifetime

     For You

 

     The more I search, the more my need

     For you

     The more I bless, the more I bleed

     For you

 

     You make me smash the clock and feel

     I'd rather die behind the wheel

     Time was never on my side

     So on I wait my whole lifetime

 

     Outlaw of torn

     And I'm torn

 

     Hear me

     And if I close my mind in fear

     Please pry it open

     See me

     And if my face becomes sincere

     Beware

     Hold me

     And when I start to come undone

     Stitch me together

     Save me

     And when you see me strut

     Remind me of what left this outlaw torn